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And you’ve been my first for alot of things. Thank you for teaching, helping me learn what this feeling truly is. The more you hold me, the more i’m with me, the more i see you, the more of just you, i’ll become more comfortable with you. This was proved scientifically says you. Haha, i love your knowledge and how you can make me feel this way. I’m honestly don’t feel like i’m in a rush this time, I think it’s a good sign.   

Coursage? Man, that really surprised me when you asked me that. I seriously had no expectations for this dance. Getting settled at the table then getting more comfortable after taking the picture. Hehe, I had a feeling we were going to that pose. Our first dance, “You are the only exception - Paramore” Just the way you held me and hugged me- made me feel wanted. I loved how you were missing me. I loved the way you danced with me, even after 30 mins left of the dance. Thankgoodness you let me take off my shoes haha. I wished we could just hold each other all day… It’s okay, no expectations, this is good. Thanks for walking me up the steps, thankyou for the most memorable night of my life so far. (= 

1/15/11

AHHHHH! Okiee, so today was proabably the first i got to hang out with you out of school where we both talked to each other. (: hehehe, I’m glad we got to go shopping heehehe. I’m learning how to control my shy emotions and let go. Opening up to you. I love how we just layed on the marble benches and played truth or dare… i liked how you moved closer to me, i like how you moved my hair so you could see my face. Most memorable part? the dare where we had to rub noses HAHA… <3 I wonder what you were thinking when the second part of give the person a kiss… cus you were like looking at me and then yeah… you said something but i forgot. it’s okay. thanks for tonight (: and your jacket hehe.

1/11/11(=

I guess you can say this was a lucky day for me. But only to the help of my friends, or it wouldnt have happened. Thanks. And thanks mothafucka* made my day (= kekeke. I’m looking forward to brigade with you 

It really does make all the difference when you talk to someone, because if you don’t it makes them or yourself feel like they don’t need you and you’re just getting on their nerves.